lil_miss_naughty
02-01-2006, 00:51
infatuation
Missing you more as each second ticks by
I think of you and begin to cry
Was it me? Something I did or said?
Because the thought of losing you for good I dread
Maybe im stupid but what I feel aint no joke
My heart slept tight and for you it woke you made me love again a feeling I forgot
And the intensity of that emotion is definitely a lot
I tried to forget you, to push you away
But I cant help love you I cant help but care
You make me feel different alert n alive
And living without you cuts through me like a knife
Im sorry but I cant help how I feel
Im just so sure this love is real
Space and time you wan that you got
And my existence you so easily forgot
Hugging my blanket I cry myself to sleep
And slowly into my dreams you creep
I picture us together happy as one
One minute your there next minute your gone
Sweat drips from my body tears roll down from my eyes
As I sit up in bed with you not there to hear my cries
Frightened and alone my mind starts to wonder
Blocking out the sound of rain and thunder
I see your face clear as day
Wishing with me you would stay
I see the sparkle in your eyes
Hoping that sparkle never dies
Your lips so soft and warm to the touch
The taste of your sweetness I miss so much
My head begins to spin I lay down still
My heart feels empty a space only you can fill
My body shivers I close my eyes tight
You face appears again such a beautiful sight
Thinking about you and your unique ways
That makes me feel so good and help me forget my cares
We connected from the start that we both agreed
Now its only me left in need
I feel so angry I want to just scream
Wanting you out my mind and out of my dreams
Because you don’t care why should I?
You let go of me but between us I still feel tie
I want to forget you but simply cant
Because you are everything I want
Ive tried so hard as all this time has passed
But baybee you left my life too fast
I toss and turn each and every night
I try so hard not to cry because it aint right
But what I feel is pure and true
And baybee id risk my life just to be with you
I wipe away my tears turn on the light
Grab my phone and hold it tight
Wondering if I should because you don’t care
But start typing “baybee I love you, miss u mre each day”
I let out a sigh and wait impatiently all night long
But don’t hear nothing surely somethings wrong
Clinging to my phone rest of the night through
And end up dreaming of nothing but you
As the sun rises I wake and stare ant my phone
A tear trickles down and my heart turns to stone
Tires and alone I realize its true
You obviously don’t want me the way I want you
My chest begins to tighten I feel so much pain
I feel the life out of me is suddenly drained
My eyes start to water my heart beat weakens fast
I can barely breath and think “at last..”
My head spinning I close my eyes
My body still my temperature begins to rise
I feel completely empty and peace I find
My head clear even you aint on my mind
I wake with a startle calling out your name
Without a care where I was or in how much pain
I didn’t care what was happening or who was here
I just want you my baybee to be near
But nothing from you, to text or call
You don’t seem to care for me at all
I want to be angry I want to cry
And it seems like the only way to escape your face is to die.
Missing you more as each second ticks by
I think of you and begin to cry
Was it me? Something I did or said?
Because the thought of losing you for good I dread
Maybe im stupid but what I feel aint no joke
My heart slept tight and for you it woke you made me love again a feeling I forgot
And the intensity of that emotion is definitely a lot
I tried to forget you, to push you away
But I cant help love you I cant help but care
You make me feel different alert n alive
And living without you cuts through me like a knife
Im sorry but I cant help how I feel
Im just so sure this love is real
Space and time you wan that you got
And my existence you so easily forgot
Hugging my blanket I cry myself to sleep
And slowly into my dreams you creep
I picture us together happy as one
One minute your there next minute your gone
Sweat drips from my body tears roll down from my eyes
As I sit up in bed with you not there to hear my cries
Frightened and alone my mind starts to wonder
Blocking out the sound of rain and thunder
I see your face clear as day
Wishing with me you would stay
I see the sparkle in your eyes
Hoping that sparkle never dies
Your lips so soft and warm to the touch
The taste of your sweetness I miss so much
My head begins to spin I lay down still
My heart feels empty a space only you can fill
My body shivers I close my eyes tight
You face appears again such a beautiful sight
Thinking about you and your unique ways
That makes me feel so good and help me forget my cares
We connected from the start that we both agreed
Now its only me left in need
I feel so angry I want to just scream
Wanting you out my mind and out of my dreams
Because you don’t care why should I?
You let go of me but between us I still feel tie
I want to forget you but simply cant
Because you are everything I want
Ive tried so hard as all this time has passed
But baybee you left my life too fast
I toss and turn each and every night
I try so hard not to cry because it aint right
But what I feel is pure and true
And baybee id risk my life just to be with you
I wipe away my tears turn on the light
Grab my phone and hold it tight
Wondering if I should because you don’t care
But start typing “baybee I love you, miss u mre each day”
I let out a sigh and wait impatiently all night long
But don’t hear nothing surely somethings wrong
Clinging to my phone rest of the night through
And end up dreaming of nothing but you
As the sun rises I wake and stare ant my phone
A tear trickles down and my heart turns to stone
Tires and alone I realize its true
You obviously don’t want me the way I want you
My chest begins to tighten I feel so much pain
I feel the life out of me is suddenly drained
My eyes start to water my heart beat weakens fast
I can barely breath and think “at last..”
My head spinning I close my eyes
My body still my temperature begins to rise
I feel completely empty and peace I find
My head clear even you aint on my mind
I wake with a startle calling out your name
Without a care where I was or in how much pain
I didn’t care what was happening or who was here
I just want you my baybee to be near
But nothing from you, to text or call
You don’t seem to care for me at all
I want to be angry I want to cry
And it seems like the only way to escape your face is to die.