Comes From The Heart

1.
The wish i always wanted is that special someone in my life,
i look for her, all the time...
looking looking no matter how hard i look...
i never find her or rather she walks pass,
perhaps im the invisible man...
no matter how strong my heart is,
my reward is not as easy of a task.
perhaps destiny wanna fool around wid me some more...
everything happens for a reason,
perhaps im good or perhaps im bad one way or the other...
giving up is never an awnser.....
gotta keep of fighting.
were theres a will, theres always a way.....right?

2.
ive been having this weird dreams latly...
everytime i have that dream it makes me wonder,
how comes you appear in my dreams an never on my life,
i donno what your face looks like but i know you exist outside mylife.
i wonder to myself when i look at the sky, i wonder if my cinderella NO! i mean
my wife will she ever realise the pain an feelings in my heart...
will she be the one to heal my soul, many darkness lies widin my heart...
only thing missing is i need her light to heal me...no matter what thats the missing key...
then you can say im complete..
I Wear 2 Mask's One Keeps Me Strong, But The Other Shows My Feelings...
both mask cannot become a whole....they will always counter one another...

3.
no matter how hard i try to forget,
the small things in life will trigger it...
thats when ill realise, im not complete...
destiny is testing me.
eveytime i look at the sky
that blue sky
i see abit of light no matter what
i feel as if i gotta put my hand out an see if i can reach that light...
perhaps im waiting for you to grab my hand...
however what about u, will you grab my hand if i put it out...
this world we live in its so small..but also so big, seems like we can never find eatchother

4.
theres always somthing out there that will stop you from gettin to your happyness,
even though ive lost my cinderella...
i gotta knw that......giving up is not an option...
no matter what, ill wear this mask cant show the fact
my heart lost that light i once had, taken a very long time to obtain such an objective...
but in the end was that light even mine to clam?
or was it jus a test to see how badly i wannted to catch that light...
perhaps i faild cuz i jus wanted to catch the light b4 it runs away....
in the end that light accully escapt...guess my heart has always lived for darkness...


(meh this i wrote a while back...)