I froze the first time, why..cos i was scared...
wouldnt you if you were put in the position....

second time i didnt freeze, put apprently what i done wasnt enough... wtf

i put my life at risk and thats not good enough

uff i hate it..

i want out...i dont wana do it anymore...

.Prizzle.

So i've not posted in here for quite a while....a long while infact....

So much has happened its jus been so crazy and has affected my whole way of living and thinking..its so mad!

but there is nothing much you can do..i just have to carry on..as normal as if nothing happened, cos it wont get sorted...how ever they did say they are trying to do something...bleh..

things with * are all good..but i wont get too hyped cos it'll jus fuck up..usually happens...

.Prizzle.

.Prizzle.

.Prizzle.

My love
Some girl just wanna spend guys money
Live their lives chasing the milk or honey
Silver lives are their fantasy
But you're lucky cause that ain't me

Most girls think guys are all the same
Not you so I can take the blame
I love you through the joy and pain
Even the coldest Georgia rain

[Chorus:]
See my love is like a open sky
See my heart is like the river wide
No my world would never ever run dry
...

.Prizzle.