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Me Vs Me
This is sorta strange...I'm having a really strange phase in life & it's just got me thinking & thinking...I'm sure there's gotta b more to life than......this.
I'm just having 'one of those days' only it's not just a day...it's been on for almost a year now...Just when i think I'm getting somewhere things screw up...
I feel so empty at times and like I'm screaming only no1s around to listen...I hate that someone so cruel, so nasty and damn right fake could have such a effect on my life but they have and it makes me so angry that i have to deal with so many issues coz of other people...yet they're fine.
See, empting stuffs outta my mind id easier than taking it outta my heart...things seem so impossible...
so i take a breath and just walk along as I've always done...it's all i know how to do...only thing is i walk and these feelings, this anger, this hurt it's never left behind...
People expect me to act a certain way...and do certain things i can & have tried to do but when the closest people to you don't notice there's more to situations than meets the eye...it's no wonder u resent them..
I don't expect miracles from this life but why is it always too good to be true...why do people come, like a tornado turn lives upside down and bloody walk away...leaving the pieces to be picked up by others? why do some people not have the ability to even say a simple sorry for bringing so many tears to anothers eyes? why do they not feel regret for wrecking anothers life...?
Funny how when u think u've stood up...someone's there to push u back down...
So many questions, too few answers just a huge huge weight...Times sposed to heal blah blah blah......................................but here i am after days, weeks & months still with the same issues...
I'm just having 'one of those days' only it's not just a day...it's been on for almost a year now...Just when i think I'm getting somewhere things screw up...
I feel so empty at times and like I'm screaming only no1s around to listen...I hate that someone so cruel, so nasty and damn right fake could have such a effect on my life but they have and it makes me so angry that i have to deal with so many issues coz of other people...yet they're fine.
See, empting stuffs outta my mind id easier than taking it outta my heart...things seem so impossible...
so i take a breath and just walk along as I've always done...it's all i know how to do...only thing is i walk and these feelings, this anger, this hurt it's never left behind...
People expect me to act a certain way...and do certain things i can & have tried to do but when the closest people to you don't notice there's more to situations than meets the eye...it's no wonder u resent them..
I don't expect miracles from this life but why is it always too good to be true...why do people come, like a tornado turn lives upside down and bloody walk away...leaving the pieces to be picked up by others? why do some people not have the ability to even say a simple sorry for bringing so many tears to anothers eyes? why do they not feel regret for wrecking anothers life...?
Funny how when u think u've stood up...someone's there to push u back down...
So many questions, too few answers just a huge huge weight...Times sposed to heal blah blah blah......................................but here i am after days, weeks & months still with the same issues...
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Huni don't let nobody get u down.. You gotta be strong =)
I'm here if u wanna talk x |
 
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awww meeeeeeenaaaaaaaaa your kool just keep kool and Im sure that emptyness will be filled soon
you got da AP crew and also mr rizo who has threatened to destroy me and my banana boat if I were to make jokes of you  plz not the boat, otherwise how can I travel?!  Ive heard this thing about bird shaped people carriers that can take you around the world, but I think its all lies!!chin up mina [that doesn't mean do chin ups......] |
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Thanks Bubble...
Bazzerina...Rizo won't touch your Banana boat.... x |
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Fellow guji im always here if you wanna talk...
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Thanks Guji...x
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you know i'm here for you, no matter what it is, whenever you need wifey =)
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^^I know baby...
Thank you... x |
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I swear your like a millionth blood sister to me consider i have so many. I would be lost without you, so whenever you feel a little cold/upset/having the blues remember your missy is here ajmina. I lub you. SSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH i do. You been so strong all this time, i know you can tackle ur way through anything. Your not my role model for nothing you know
 . Remember Missy Baby. |
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Im here if yu wnna tlk...x.xx.x.
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^ Lol x10...
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