Confused and hurt :(
6 months ago I had a fling with my mixed raced boyfriends brother. Things were on the rocks between me and my him I was really confused and upset. So without thinking straight I went and did something really stupid and had an affair with his brother we ended up sleeping together.
I regret it a lot I feel really low about what I did. I was honest with my boyfriend and told him everything. He knows about everything that took place and managed to forgive me. Everything is kind of normal when I go back to his (He still lives with his family and bro) I still feel so ashamed I haven't forgiven myself for what I did yet.
But When ever I'm at his house and his brother becomes aware of it. He bangs doors and thumps about the place his room is just above my boyfriends and he purposely thumps about to make us aware of his presence. Many times he'd continiously run down stairs to the bathroom which is right next to my boyfriends room, then a few minutes later we'll hear creaking and its obvious that he's tring to eavesdrop it gets really uncomfortable for us to get intimate or just act normal or be able to have a confidetial conversation when he's at the house.
I just dont know what to do to ignore what his brothers I dont know what point hes trying to prove by doing all that thumping about
p.s I dont except much sympathy for what I did but I am remorseful
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Originally Posted by Spider Line
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